I Am Going To Win It

I Am Going To Win It

In July 1999, Shama was in New York when Guru's old house at Aspiration-Ground was taken apart. Some pieces were for sale, so Shama bought a piece with birds on it. She sent a fax with news to Moscow and mentioned that she bought this piece. She also wrote that she wanted to hold a raffle during our Joy Days for this piece of Guru's house. I immediately felt that I badly needed it and that I was going to win it. I am not a lucky person—I never win anything. But this time I felt it so strongly, I even told some of my friends that I was going to win it. When the Joy Days came, Shama was putting the raffle announcement on the wall when I told her, "Shama, I am going to win it." She just laughed. When the time came, we had Jagattarini pull out seven names from the jar. Then a little girl had to draw one name from these seven. Guess who? I won it! It was so amazing for everybody. Some disciples even thought that Shama especially wrote my name on all the papers! I was in Seventh Heaven, overwhelmed with gratitude. When I came to New York in August, I told this story to Govinda. She jumped and said, "You know, first Shama bought it as a birthday present for you, but then she changed her mind!" If Guru wants you to have something, there is no way you can escape it!

Lotika (Moscow)

Home Again

Home Again

I came onto the path through a series of "coincidences." In 1983 a friend suggested I join the meditation group run at the Sri Chinmoy Centre by Sipra Lloyd. The name rang a bell: that semester, Sipra had attended the evening Mandarin classes that I was teaching, though she had dropped out after the fourth week. I decided to give her a call some time, but since I didn't have her phone number, I forgot about the idea. A few months later I dialed a wrong number while trying to telephone a friend. The voice at the other end remarked, "I know your voice; you're Marion, the Chinese teacher, aren't you? It's Sipra here." Soon I was attending the weekly meditations regularly. However, in 1984 I decided to go to China for a year. I got married there and brought my new husband back to Australia. Life was very busy and I didn't find time to go back to the Centre. In 1987 we moved to Brisbane. There I saw a poster for Sri Chinmoy Centre meditation classes stuck to a lamp post and felt a pang. One of these days I would make contact again. Several months later I was walking along a main shopping street when I noticed a stairway going up between two shops. There was something enticing about it, and I decided to find out what was at the top. I found myself in an old arcade, and someway along it was a glass door with familiar posters and a bright blue sign which read "Oneness-Life Press." The Press was owned by Animesh, the head of the Brisbane Centre, and one thing led to another. I had come home again.

Marion (Melbourne)

Free Bus Pass

Free Bus Pass

When I was still new on the path, I needed one day to take the crosstown bus east to get to the subway. I walked up to what I thought was the correct bus and, just to make sure, asked the driver if it indeed went crosstown. The bus driver started screaming at me that I was stupid and that it was not the crosstown bus! At that moment I did not say anything back to the horrid man, but I used my imagination and turned the driver's tirade into a beautiful rose. I pictured myself offering the rose to Guru's outstretched hand. I then walked around the corner to another bus and found out from someone waiting in line that this was the crosstown bus. Just as I was fishing the fare out of my purse, a complete stranger ran up to me, pressed a slip of paper into my hand and said, "Here, take this and don't say anything. It is a free bus pass." I stepped on the bus, handed the pass to the driver and took my seat in wonder of Guru's grace.

Suradhuni (New York)

Free

Free

When Garden of the Soul was first published, I wanted very much to read it—especially because it is a story book—but the end-of-semester pressure at school was so great that I didn't dare. Then came my oral exams. It was March before I returned to Garden of the Soul. The day after my exam I came home and picked up the book with a thrill. I read the first story, about a bird named Krishna. The bird grows tired of its cage and one day plays dead. When the owner opens the door of the cage to find out what has happened, the bird suddenly comes to life and flies—free. The story brought back a flood of memories about the blue and white parakeet my brother had as a child. It was a family pet adored by all, with free run of the house. My brother was home from school in those days, and so he was with the bird all day. He spent hours and hours trying to teach the parakeet to talk. The bird never did learn to talk, and so my brother called it "dumbbird." One day "dumbbird" rode outside of the house perched on the shoulder of a friend. For days little "dumbbird" sat in the tree in our yard. We all begged him to come back inside, but he never did. Like the bird in Garden of the Soul, he flew away. The story struck me so powerfully that I didn't read further that night. The next morning was Saturday. I went to "Runners Are Smilers" and, coming home, I opened the back gate. There on the bird feeder in the middle of the backyard was a lovely blue and white parakeet. I blinked, not believing my eyes, but the bird was real. As if that was not enough, in the afternoon a second parakeet joined the first one—both blue and white. The two were perfect twins and they lived for three days very happily in the backyard. Sulochana worried over their safety and she set out a brass cage with bird seed inside, but they never came into the cage. After three days they disappeared.

Saudamini (New York)

Cool Hand Luke

Cool Hand Luke

One night Guru invited Ashrita and me to his house. Usually at around 11:00 or 11:30 p.m. Guru closes up shop and everyone has to go home. But on this particular night Guru didn't ask us to leave. Since Guru wasn't asking us to do anything, we couldn't even figure out why we were at Guru's house. Guru said he was going downstairs to speak to the girls who were working on a project in the basement, and that we could watch television. Guru has never since that time said that I could just watch television. We turned the television on and started switching the channels. For our taste, the best programme was Cool Hand Luke, starring Paul Newman. We were in ecstasy watching Cool Hand Luke at Guru's house. Every now and then, Guru would come upstairs and sit down and casually look at the television for a while, but he really was not interested in it. The show was over at around 3 or 4 a.m., and still Guru didn't tell us to go home. There wasn't very much on at that hour, but Guru didn't say not to watch, so we kept looking at different shows. Finally, at 5 a.m., Guru was sitting in his chair looking at the television when we turned it to Channel 5. There was Guru playing the esraj and offering a message on Channel 5! Guru was very happy to see himself, and we were very happy to see him. Guru asked us who was responsible for his being on television and we told him. Then Guru called the disciple who had arranged it, and offered all his blessings to that disciple. After that, Guru told us to go home and get some sleep.

Databir (New York)

Arranged

Arranged

Guru arranges many "coincidences." Years ago I went to Thailand and met a saintly Cambodian monk who asked me to look up an American friend of his back in the United States. Upon my return to the States, I could not find this friend. Two years later, at Thanksgiving dinner at a relative's house, the friend just showed up, halfway across the world! But it doesn't end there. About 15 years later I attended a concert Guru gave in Providence, Rhode Island. Several prominent people had been invited to be honoured by being lifted by Guru. One of the guests turned out to be the Cambodian monk, now in exile, living in Providence as the Supreme Patriarch of Cambodian Buddhists. We had a warm reunion.

Nayak (Seattle)

Inner Connection

sunset

Message

Remember Hansel and Gretel tiptoeing through the dark forest, dropping breadcrumbs behind them to find their way back home as they stumbled towards the witch's house (and her hot oven!). And how we held our breath when we saw the sparrows swooping down and snatching away those precious crumbs (Oh, no!). And here we are just about to get locked up in the candy-filled house of Maya for all time– and You come, replacing those lost breadcrumbs, breaking twigs, bending branches, leaving little signs that whisper this Blessing-Message: "Your Guru loves you infinitely more than you can ever imagine."

Hashi (New York)